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Just need that someone !!

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At 3 AM songs turn out to be more meaningful and the lyrics hit hard. They say life is a song, sing it. There are the times in my life where the only thing I feel I have are songs which carry me away. Listening to songs at 3 AM puts me into the parallel world. Every song has an untold story.  The other day I ended my day by listening to alone pt. 2 by Alan Walker. The lyrics said,  We all need that someone Who gets you like no one else Right when you need it the most We all need a soul to rely on A shoulder to cry on A friend through the highs and the lows.  But not everyone has that someone, nobody cares or understands until you're in a hospital bed or crying inside the bathroom wanting to end it all. I hate myself so much, though everyone disagrees with this and says how pretty and amazing I am, but I am not. I feel like I ruin every relationship I get. I hate how I look, how I act, I hate how angry I get all the time, I hate all of me. I can tell my friends to be stron...